20 months

Indigo love,

Wow, I can't believe we are 4 months shy on your 2nd birthday. I know that it will creep up on me knowing and watching you right now being a toddler and maybe the next time I open my eyes all I see is a little girl. A little girl who is so excited narrating to me about her day. But please let the teenage and boys drama be a million years away because honestly right now I can't deal with that yet. 

Indigo babe, as much as I hate to admit it but I think you just entered the toddler tantrum territory. God, sometimes you are just so difficult to handle. There are some days I want to pull my hair because you were that difficult. But those difficult times are easily forgotten because you are so sweet, loving, cheeky little girl. Every single day since I had my operation 2 weeks ago you never failed to kiss my forehead or as you say it "yayay" as if your kiss would magically heal my wound or the pain will go away, that's what we did to your own boo boo's after all. And every time you did that my heart melts into million pieces. You are such an observant, inquisitive little girl.

Babe, my being favourite lately is when we snuggle to sleep, if only I could froze those moments. Or when I say good night and you will reply "night, meme" then you would call me again "meme" you will keep calling me until I say good night again and then you will reply another "night, meme". This will go on about 20 times or until you get tired. 

Indigo you are my heart outside my body and I love you to the moon and back.

You this time last year at 8 months. 

image (except 1st and last photo) is by my cousin and was taken at one of my favourite childhood place, Boho beach in Tabango Leyte, Philippines.